haunted ;
i just took a plane back to singapore ytd morning.. n im gonna take a plane to thailand tmr aftnn. great. actualli itz later in the aftnn since itz past twelve already.
actualli im not realli lookin forward to it. i dun even noe wads gonna happen haha. n i hafnt started packing. so yay.
it was nice talkin to wm. i cant realli recall now cos uh i think im realli tired.
watched deja vu just now at vivo gvmax. nicee. so exciting hahaha.
wm keeps thinking im stupid. so ok lo. hes always more stupid than me anw =D so itz okayy.
there r a lot of stuff tt i wanna say i think. but my mind is blank.. n my stomach is feelin weird. just puked.. feeling a slight bit better i think.
i miss yunnan.. i miss the cold.. i miss the food there.. i miss the company.. i miss the chinese songs.. i miss speaking in chinese.. i miss listening to ppl speak in chinese.. i miss the chinese words.. i miss the horrible english there.. i miss the checkin in n out.. the plane flights.. the squatting.. the sitting.. the squeezing.. the gathering.. the debriefs.. the hotels.. the toilets.. the smell of the toilets especially.. the stars.. the mountains.. i miss lookin even fatter wif the thick winter clothings.. i miss scdc 1.. i miss bus 1.. i miss the games we played.. singing in unison.. i miss shopping.. i miss getting conned.. i miss the laughter.. the tears.. the love. lookin at other ppl's fotos taken at yunnan puts a smile on my face.. but also makes me feel tt i didnt achieve enough there. n i cant go for the post-yunnan meeting on sat. hai.
ok i think im fallin sick. actualli ive fallen sick hahahha. yeahh. get well soon wm.
i feel v sad for my cat =( my dad said she looked realli grouchy when i was gone.. n tt shes looking better now. n in less than 12 hours.. i'll b gone again omg. rarr i feel v bad. summore my dad's bdae on 11th dec. me my mom n my sis will all b away in thailand. ooopss. so bad. haii.
wdv it is im still going to thailand anw. i'll miss u. bye againn singapore.
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